FINALLY. Okay I know I cannot exactly say, 'It's over', but it is going to be over soon. Just two more papers and I'll be going out so much, I may even forget the way home. Haha what an extreme exxageration.

Let's see, to sum it all up. English papers were fine except that I'm worried for my compo. I think I went a little off topic, what with my skills of digression. BUT, I still think it was okay. Then chinese. EHMAGOD. WHO KNEW CI(4) YANG(3) MEANT FEEDING?!? I thought it just means to 'look after'. Darn it I am so failing si han. The gong han topic was about dengue and how am I supposed to write a letter to whoever complaining about dengue when I already have trouble simply finding out how to say mosquitoes in chinese? SO I was left with no choice but to do that stupid dog si han which seemed easy, but was actually a trick to trap stupid people into their 'Hall Of Failures', namely, me.

Darn. Then zuo wen. HAHAHA let's not talk about it. Emath was the worse. I cannot tell you how challenging the paper was. Here's a comment from an accelerated math programme student, ' The paper was quite difficult eh.' I have no more comments.

SOCIAL STUDIES. I'm screwed. I left the whole entire reliability question blank. It was worth 8 marks but I didn't even have enough time to finish the comparison one properly, how was I supposed to even start this question? I am so screwed. Social Studies was one of the subjects which I thought I would do well in but things happen in the exam hall and I guess I just have to accept failures when they invite themselves in because since I cannot chase them out, I might as well make room for them. And anyway, improvement wouldn't come along unless failure comes in first. SO THERE. (:

Then geography was kinda bad, in a way. I didn't know that the rainfall in each month was the monthly rainfall and there I was thinking, ' The temperature coincides with that of the tropical equatorial climate but how come the rainfall is so low? I thought TEC's rainfall was 1500-3000mm?' Goes to show, next time when I memorise, I had better memorise the whole sentence and not just the highlighted words like 1500-3000mm when the full sentence actually was 1500-3000mm ANNUALLY.

Then literature was okay? I am not sure since it is impressionistic marking. But I don't think that I gave it my best. I was so tired I almost fell asleep while writing. Haha. I know it's not something to be laughing about but I'm laughing anyway cause I think if I don't I would cry.

Amath! It was kinda okay. If I don't make careless mistakes then I think it would be fine. But I know of one already. I was lying on my bed last night and I realised I converted surd 50 wrongly. It's supposed to be 5surd2 but I wrote it as 2surd something. So stupid. Then the other surds questions were rather risky. My solutions I mean. So I don't know. And alpha beta was hahahaha, no comments. But other than that it went relatively well. Thank goodness.

Physics and chinese paper 2 today. Physics was fine? Except for the first two questions. I think I will get zero out of 8 marks for the first 2 questions. Haha oh,well. And I did all the questions in section B, not knowing that I was only supposed to do 2. So when I realised it, I quickly slashed out ( very untidily) the second question involving distance-displacement graphs and distance-time graph cause I wasn't very sure on that one. Yaye.

Chinese was as good as a 'doable at least.least doable ( is there even such a word) ? But I think I may still fail anyway so what the hell.

Overall, I think I did veryy badly. PLEASE DON'T LET ME FAIL CHEM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

' In everything I do, I will succeed greatly because the Lord will be with me.'1 Samuel 18:14

Alright I'll be back here next week!

The only one that's got enough for me to break my heart.

Today was kinda fun. First thing, I went to starbucks at 9 to study, as usual. I don't want to share about my progress for reasons that I don't want to share about too. Seriously, I shouldn't even be blogging now.

ANYWAY.

After that had the FC anniversary. It was fun, sort of. Except that we didn't manage to play condo-catching. Oh, well.

And I'm sorry to everyone who messaged me and never got a reply. I was too lazy to hold my phone everywhere in case I lose it AGAIN, and plus, I didn't want to message anyone because I know that I would snap at them because I didn't study much today and I am piqued at my indifference. Tsk.

I can't download any songs. :( MY, this is the first time I'm using :( hahaha. Church followed by tuition followed by starbucks tmr.

You know what? I'm not going to be the one this time. Piss off, you're just like them.

Long day, G'night!

By the way, SAM! I saw THAT today and therefore, I win! For the second consecutive time. (: One more and you owe me big.

I was actually supposed to type 'HELLO YOU' but I typed wrongly and decided that 'HELL YOU' suited my mood better. (:

So, today was relatively smooth. Nothing much happened in school today so I guess I don't have to bother elaborating. Then there was ballet. It was great, as usual and it helped me de=stress. But it had tire me out so much that as soon as I came home, I showered and then flopped onto the bed and fell asleep while attempting to memorise geog. I am so screwed. If I don't finish geog by next wed latest, my life is half over. Which means, I will be dead by then, since my life has already shorten by half anyway.

Oh, well.

I deleted your number by impulse but that's not it. The best part is, I have no intention of getting it back.

Because, I'm sick of entertaining bitches that pushes me way beyond my limits. This is the first time, I have ever ever let someone stepped all over me without me actually saying anything. In fact, I am even allowing it. And now, now that I am much more clear-headed, I have finally seen the truth and the stupidity in my childish behavior. AND THEREFORE, you can forget about ever trying again.

IN YOUR FACE YOU SICKENING LOOKING, THING.

When I remove the humour and the hypocritical concerns dripping with fervent emotions in your voice, I start to hear the truth.

Your infamous 'attention-demanding' scheme is finally showing. And I guess I was stupid enough not to have seen it earlier.

Studying with WL tmr. I have no idea why I agreed to study with that shit brain. HAHAHA. But I guess, I needed to laugh a little.

EOYs. I'm going to eat you up!

G'night!